Feeling very down now. Just had a quarrel with mum yet again and this time its pretty serious. Dunno whats with all this quarrels lately, can't a girl have some peace of mind. This time I seriously didnt say anything to provoke her. Something just sparked her off and she can just go on and on and on......

Her words pierced into my heart
Sharper than the sharpest spear
My heart is bleeding
Who can see my pain

The tears dripping down my cheeks
In torrents
Are unstoppable

I hear laughter outside
Its halloween today
I can't seem to smile again
All the happiness sucked out of me

When will life be right for me?

Actually I did,someone sent me a really funny email and I couldnt help but laugh. Check out the link.

http://www.geocities.co.jp/Milano-Cat/7098/abc.html

Anyway I am reminded of JC days when I would have quarrels with my mum in the car before reaching school and my mood would always be very bleak and feel like I can never smile again. But somehow being surrounded by friends never fail to lift me up and I am soon laughing and smiling again. This song suddenly came to my mind and I think it is very meaningful. It taught me that I should never take my friends for granted. And I am really blesed to have so many friends around me who care about me and would be there for good times and bad times. Good friends which I can always count on. Thank you guys...love you lots

That's What Friends Are For
Dionne Warwick

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Ohh That's what friends are for