Tuesday, November 02, 2004

The exams are coming in less than 3 weeks. Its therefore not surprising that everybody's blog, at some time or another will complain about the stress of the impending exam and due assignments and the stress of it all, and I am no exception. I am really stresses, but not doing anything about it.

Christmas is coming. The signs of it are everywhere. In orchard, christmas decorations are starting to take place. Christmas carols are played everywhere. Shopping centres are starting to stock up on christmas goods. Christmas is the season of love and giving. I love Christmas....I love the nostalgia it brings with it. I love everything about Christmas. But I have to admit its distracting. Who wants to study when Christmas is coming? Everytime I hear a Christmas carol, I just go all dreamy and day-dreamy. Wonder why Christmas has this effect on me?

I am finding it very hard to study. This morning, I had planned to wake up earlier to go to the gym in the morning. Excercising relieves stress and produce endorphins yeah? But when the alarm rang, I simply couldn't budge from the comfort of my bed. I burrowed deeper into my quilt. My limbs felt very heavy. I gave up and went back to sleep. Besides, I reasoned, I was still sick and it was not very good to excerise if one is sick. I could die from doing it.

Anyway, I guess I am sicker than I thought. I felt so dazed the whole morning. Nothing I was studying got past the thick fog surrounding my brain. I gave up and drank my favourite coffee with milo....still didn't help. Guess I was ill-treating my body, eating chocolates and cookies and all the caffeine despite being sick, how to get well? And lately, I am stuck on The honey mini teddy grahams that is sold in the coop. Can demolish a packet in one go. ...Sigh there I go, rambling on and on. TIme to get back to books. Still have driving lessons yesterday....oh cant believe I typed that.. I meant today...sigh this just goes to show the extent of my brain 'unfunctionality'

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