I go through the same vicious cycle everyday, of curbing my appetite in the daytime, and spoiling it at night. Went to study in the central lib today, was considerably more productive today, studying socie. I skipped lunch as I always felt very tired after a heavy lunch and napped in the library instead. My 'lunch' consisted of digestive biscuits, milk and cadbury mini eggs agaaain. Went home at 5, satisfied with a day's work, with my stomach rumbling in anticipation of a hearty dinner. Even ignored the urge to buy anymore chocolate or snacks. Had a huge disappointment when I saw dinner- mom had decided to go vegetarian today…yucks,yucks,yucks, beansprouts, tofu, some stringy green vegs, all disgustingly healthy stuff. The only meat was the chicken from the chicken soup. I am not against veggies, I think that It should be a part of our diet, but when you starve the whole day in sch expecting a hearty dinner, u get very disappointed at a meatless dinner. I was in need of dessert after dinner. AND THERE WAS NO CHOCOLATE IN SIGHT. Had to settle for some biscuits which so totally didn't hit the mark. Was so traumatized that I only started studying at 11. And now….starting to panic again…..Dear me…

Moral of the story: Never resist the urge to stock up on chocolates.