Phewwww!!! What a long long long long day...But surprisingly, I dont feel too tired, still have the brain cells to blog, though I didnt touch my homework since I sat down at my desk at 11pm.

Reached school at around 10am to write the report for our changing landscape, though to be fair, I dun feel like I did much. Merely hung around, decorating the place a bit, perhaps not even...sigh.. Supposedly had psych research pool at 12pm, but very intelligent me did not bring the notepad which was inside my pencil case which I did not bring to sch that day which contained the venue of the rp and the hp number of the person in charge. So silly of me...yes i know. Plus I skipped psych lect..and later on socie lect at 4pm..again supposedly because of the proj..but hey..i cant deceive myself..its not like they cant do without me...

Yes, whassup with me, undermining myself again when I swore I would be positive and all..I am outwardly positive..but all my doubts and inadequacies flood me inside. But still, I am pretty optimistic about things, say, you wont see me tearing out my hair just because I have a psych test next fri which once again I totally havent touched, and mkting proj which is going nowhere, or a whole set of untouched socie reading, or an almost untouched marketing textbook and what else??? Perhaps its just my 'bo-chapness' and not optimism. But then again, I DO care, so it could be that I know things would always work out in the end. I would still have to accept how things turn out in the end. Just like how I accepted my low cap score last sem. I just wish I would put in a little more effort..... Oh dear, there I go blabbering on and on incoherently again.

Anyway, went for steph's church care group held in sch. Really enjoyed myself for the folks were all very nice, down to earth and funny. I could really feel something during the worship.. I don't exactly know how to put it down in words but it was pretty awesome, and i learnt so many things today. It was very late by the time it ended, and a very angry mom called me while I was on the bus for being out till so late and not informing her( i swear I did, but u know moms)....Thus I anticipated a scolding when I got home..but surprisingly, she just gave me a short lecture, and since I was in a good mood, I grinned at her and instead of arguing with her, apologized and proceeded to soothe her ruffled feathers, which i did quite a good job of, and thus managed to prevent a major 'war' from breaking out, and for that, I am really thankful...