At least marketing presentation is over for now..Now for my psych test..not feeling unduly worried about it..at least not until 11.55am tmr(test at 12)... What am I doing now rite, blogging when I should be studying for my test..oh well, All studying and no rest makes Teresa a die-hard mugger..which I am definitely not..anyway I need to let off some steam, and my blog is the place where I can do that.

Presentation was horrendous. Well, it was alright in the sense that it was predictable, boring, and at least I didnt mess up my points, though there were a good many points I didnt say, as I just wanted to get my part over and done with. I read straight off my highlighted notes, I don't know why, but my brain don't seem capable of functioning when I am in front of an audience..seriously, no joke..All I could do was read off my notes, and even then my voice was trembling even as I spoke. I would have died on the spot if anyone had raised a question, which thankfully no one did. I have this inherent, irrational fear of presentations. I wonder if its a phobia. I have had this problem for as long as I can remember. Thats why I never like to speak up in class, thats why I don't like to engage in debates, thats why I HATE presenting, thats why I always admire people who can speak well and can really bring across their points in a lucid manner...which a certain fren of mine named stephen can do very well...and thats why he is always the one forced by us to present in class despite his protests....muahaha. I wish I can as well though..guess it could be a psychological problem..shall analyse it one day...since i am doing the module...hahah..but seriousyl, I hate the way my mind just clam up...there would be so many other presentations in future, even when I am working. I have to overcome this particular shortfall of mine soon,fast..but I have no idea how..sigh...

Planning ahead for tmr after psych..Figured I need a break and a treat after the tough week I have had. Saw this reallie nice pink jacket at Esprit...price tag is nice too- $100...no joke..even with a 20% discount, it would still be pretty steep, and I have to keep reminding myself not to spend so much as my cash flow has stopped(no tuition...i lazy ah...next sem I def will...). But I have this burning itch to buy something, a nice skirt or nice top. But knowing myself, I can resist the urge, unless I see something nice that it ridiculously cheap..and what are the chances of that happening? The next mango sale...which i hate cos there are always tons of ppl queuing up and everything's in a mess and I can never find my size i want...so..hmm.....so for now,its back to studying..and stop day-dreaming