Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Gosh I can just forsee the remaining of this week being the toughest week of this semester. Have psych test on friday and marketing presentation on thurs. And my group members only met up once to divide the workload...*faints*....And i have to work damn hard if I want to do well for psych...and I mean study really hard, and make sure I know every single one of the numerous concepts like the back of my hand. Arghh...4 long chapters, just hope I can get thru the week.

Anyway i was thinking that I have been neglecting my secondary school friends. Remember that jane, samuel, dawa and I used to meet up for coffee once in a while, even in jc days when we were all studying in different schools. Jane in nyp, sam in cj, dawa in Vj and me in ac of course and we always had so many things to talk about. Dawa is in NUS arts now, but I seldom see him around, and even if i do, its just to say hi and they bye. Thus I was quite surprised to receive a call from him, to chit-chat, I mean, nowadays, no one calls me to chitchat anymore. Even in JC, yumin,jul, cindy and i were never the kind to call each other for chats. I do miss the days I could talk on the phone with Jane for hours though, nowadays we are both too busy and well, have our own lifes now. So when Dawa called me, I was busy multi-tasking, internet, open textbook,msn..u name it. Thus I was pretty brusque..well, not really brusque, but not exactly welcoming either. Conversation was stilted and I couldnt think of what other things to say after the niceties had been exchanged. He was the one initiating all the questions and i just went ah huh, yes,no..and was pretty mono-syllabic, think he caught me at a bad time. After 10 mins, the conversation ended, leaving me feeling...quite guilty. Its my fault I guess, didnt make the effort to make it work.

True frienships are rare and extremely valuable and they always said its not easy to make good friends in uni. Its so not true, I value the friendship I have with Kaetnians. Over time, I have known each and every single one of them better and seen all the innate qualities of them. Time has made us all become closer to each other, and I really treasure every moment spent together. All the secrets, laugher,joy we have shared, the support we have given one another just served to strengthen the bond. This is one friendship I am going to make damn sure will work. As for the other one, I just hope its not to late to repair it..

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