I had lunch with a colleague today. She treated me to TCC where I had a very delicious club sandwich. I am not particularly close to her, but we often chatted in the pantry or toilet(yeah,weird place for a chat..hahaa) and she would often pour out her frustrations to me. I sensed in her a loneliness and the need to talk to someone. She said that she only talked about superficial stuff with the other colleagues and was not close to any of them. She always seemed envious of the life I lead, which seems to her to be full of activities and enjoyment and activities and said that she regretted her school life and that she felt like a failure. She seems to me to take a more pessimistic view of life while I am generally a more optimistic person(or I try to be),thus I am happier. I just feel that one should move on and not always look at past regrets, if not, we would always be stuck in the 'what could have been' mode. We cant turn back the clocks of time,but we can certainly take hold of our future and make it better...
Going Max brenner again with yumin after work, something that I look forward to, some midweek chocolate therapy.
And so the madness begins again today, that is, the bidding process. Oh man, and I havent even decided which modules to take yet..I am seriously behind times..haha
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
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