I am super and beyond pissed. My mum is totally unreasonable, sometimes, I think she is not in her right mind...I am so shaking with anger now that I cant even type properly, its been a very long time since I lost my temper, and she is the only one who can ever make me do that..

I came home early today cos dad has a golf tournament and I didnt feel like going anywhere else, in short, was feeling quite unsociable. I spend the afternoon reading and then went gym in the evening. Dinner time was alright,we were actually having normal conversation without the sarcarstic undertones or coldtreatment I have been getting for the past few weeks. In fact, I thought every thing was just going to be normal. After dinner, I watched Artificial Intelligence in the living room and mum joined me, this is quite rare, cos I seldom watch television with her,normally she would just watch her channel 55 and 48, but everything was still ok..

Nearing the end of the movie,she suddenly told me off for occupying the seat she normally sits in

M: Do you know you that you are very selfish, occupying my seat
T: But you normally sit in the other one
M:You havent been home for so long, how would you know?
T: Well, you can always tell me and I will go elsewhere...(like tell me instead of snapping, like I can read her mind)

This was quite a silly argument cos it didnt matter to me where I sat, and there are two television sets in my house, if she werent happy with the arrangment,she could always tell me and I could move off somewhere, or just go back to my room. But no, she went on, saying I was very selfish and self-centered and didnt care about her at all...Oh yeah, and she told me to go back to live with dad... At first, I just thought she was mad,and decided not to further prolong it by retreating to my room, feeling the temptation to slam it shut,but thought the better of it.

There I was, muttering the things I wished I can say to her face when she flung open the door and just continued scolding and scolding,about the tv(again), about me spending so much time away from home(as if), saying I only go home when I need her,like today, expecting her to cook when normally on sundays,she just cooks instant noodles and that I disrupted her sunday. At this point,I really feel the urge to curse.Wtf,when I came home,I minded my own business and never told her to cook dinner, I would have been just as happy cooking my own instand noodles and besides it was my maid who cooked. Then she had to drag stephen in by saying that now my bf is away,I would always hang around at home, I snapped that I would stil be out quite often.
And she said I always baked for my friends and never for her, yeah, and since when has she been interested in what I baked. When I baked cookies or what, I always offered her, but she always turned up her nose at it or always had some comments about it. So on and on she went... After she finally left the room again...I felt the urge to cry again..I am really turning into a water bucket

What a day,and I was just feeling better to do and she had to go spoil it all...my family is dysfuntinal, period.
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