The weekends zoomed past very fast and tomorrow is Monday...again. I shouldnt be complaining as I don't have lessons tomorrow. Its tuesday that I am dreading, lessons from 9am-8...Arghh... So I promised myself that from tomorrow onwards, I have to stop slacking and try to be more positive and optimistic.

I had quite a nice saturday. I went swimming in the afternoon as the weather was really hot. The refreshing swim helped to clear my mind and dispel some of the irritability I was feeling. Went to watch The aviator with Brennan at night. I didnt really like the movie much and found it too long and draggy. I was squirming in my seat towards the end. But I like Cate Blanchett's portrayal of Katherine Hepburn. We had a nice dinner at Olio Dome though I didnt really fancy the olio smoothe that I tried(strawberry,banana and mango). Should have ordered the Libido booster that Brennan tried(Chocolate and banana)...but oh well..Ahh, and he bought famous amos cookies to bring into the cinema as well..The first bite was really blisss... Dad picked me up at around 11 plus because he had a wedding dinner to attend and Brennan was sweet enough to wait for him with me.

Sunday as usual was spent doing nothing productive, though I started reading my psychology textbook which was pretty interesting. I had to ask Dad for money for my books and everytime I do that, he would launch into a tirade about my mom and why she can't pay and all that. Thats why I hate asking money from him and try not to unless its really necessary. So I guess it means I have to start looking for tuition again to feed my needs, literally. There is still so much enmity between him and my mom and it makes me quite sad and sometimes in a difficult position as well especially in money matters. I was suddenly reminded of the socie lect on childhood and youth where the lecturer pointed out that almost 90% of children who grew up in a single-parent family were likely to have disorders, be more rebellious..blah blah blah... I was quite indignant as I didnt feel that was the case. I grew up in a single-parent family and mine could be considered pretty traumatic, but yet I feel that I am quite normal... Ahh well...