Almost slacked the whole afternoon away today, good thing mom had dancing lesson the whole day, if not I could not have slacked in peace, with her censorious looks. Its sad, the last few days of the hols and I darent go out, to avoid risking my mom's wrath again. I guess she'd only be happy if I stay home the whole day and don't go out. I was so right, I had a argument with her yesterday where she accused me of the usual things. I retorted that I was already 20(in oct) anyway and deserved to have more freedom. Oh, why are our arguments always about the same old thing, unresolved issues. And our relationship is so volatile, we can be so amiable towards each other while sometimes it is so sour that home is no longer a solace, but where I would rather avoid.

Had a interesting late afternoon when I met a male friend to help pick out a gift for a mutual female friend whom he likes but is not making any move towards her. Why is love such a complicated thing..When you like someone, you have to consider so many other factors before you can even do anything about it. Being in a relationship can make one so very happy that nothing else matters, but yet it has the capability to turn someone into a wreck as well when it fails. For me, who has never been in a relationship before, I do so yearn to savour that bittersweet feeling of that thing called love, but on the other hand, thankful that I have yet to experience the downside of it, which I am sure is extremely painful. Oh why am I even on this topic anyway...hmm...nobody in mind...absolutely nobody