Its 10am in the morning and I want nothing better than to sink down into my pillow and fall into a deep dreamless sleep. But that, I know, is just wishful thinking, I have a class at 12pm. As of now, I feel tired, hopeless and at a dilemna. I had a long day yesterday, a very long day which started at 9 and ended at 8.30. I kept to my promise of paying attention in lecture, that is, until my psych lect from 6-8.30pm by which I was too hungry and restless to pay attention. At least dinner was satisfying, we went to NYDC to celebrate Crystal's birthday. I finally tried the pecan pie that I had so craved for and decided that I was better off with a cheesecake.. Went home to discover that I was only allocated 2 modules that I wanted. Shitty news indeed. Kaetnians then had a 'emergency' pow-wow in the msn chatroom to discuss. The worst is that I would be doing psych tutorial alone as everybody except me got the slot that we had all decided on.. Stayed up until 2am to think through, not that it helped...

Woke up at 7am, noGo thanks to my doggies who cannot resist making some wake-up calls, so feeling grumpy and groggy now. Plus I feel quite detached from my body, like going through life mechanically...Can I ever escape this vicious cycle..

HElllppp!!! Gotta change and go to sch now....