I am really tired. As I have said so many times before, tues is my mammoth day and I always feel dead tired at the end of the day, and for 3 consecutive tues, we have been celebrating ppl's birthdays. So I head off at 8am in the morning and come home at 10pm..still, I am not complaining, its always nice to meet up with Kaetnians.

I guess my past week of junk foods and chocolates and cookies and whatever has finally led to a snowball effect and I have now feeling the effects of it, with sore throat and bouts of dry hacking cough. Still, lets pray that I have not succumbed to the flu virus that has been going around.

It is now the third week of school and I have still not started on any of my readings or textbooks. I can feel that this term is going to be different, with all the reformed slackers turned muggers and the people who are really muggers. I guess a leopard will never change its spots for I am still chitchating in lectures and not reading my notes. During mkting, I completely switched off and talked to Elizabeth throughout lect. During changing landscapes, despite the very hard-working, high capped score Steph sitting next to me, shooting me black looks of disapproval at our noise level, I still did not pay attention. I wonder what would really make me change....hmm

Shall turn in early tonite..and hopefully my husky voice would be back to normal tomorrow..TS prac tmr...die die...hope I wont be called up again, the last time was really excruciating. Still pondering what is my ambition, what I want from life and how to go about achieving it. But this I do know, I want to be somebody...like duh, who doesnt.

ps: I saw this really cute guy in my marketing lecture and have been seeing him in the past 3 lectures. Dare I say I am smitten? Not really, I havent been smitten by anyone since JC...ahem days. I do like the feeling of being infatuated, at least it gives me something to look forward to..but I don't think there is anything more than him being my eyecandy, especially in the boring marketing lectures, it gives me something to look forward to every Tues...though I have had enough of 'chasing' after guys, enough of heartbreak..no, thats too strong a word, though unrequited 'love' isnt very pleasant. How i wish I would get chased instead..but is always by someone whom I totally have no interest in. Valentine's day is coming soon...what are the chances of me getting something from a secret admirer? Zero...