Friday, October 29, 2004

Zero achievements

Its the end of yet another week, with the exam date drawing closer and ever closer. The week simply flew past. What have I done this week. Nip zip nada....nothing....totally nothing at all. I have been slacking again, yet another week wasted. I seriously don't know what I am doing man, will I only start cracking on the eve of exam or something? Seems like I had an excuse for not studying everyday. Mon was post research paper day, felt compelled to rest and give myself a treat before tackling other stuff. Tues...I was still on a reward myself for having completed research paper mode. Wed... I seriously did set aside some time to study for SEA studies, unfortunately, I was soon nodding off and the lure of msn and the internet proved greater than my resolution to study....I succumbed yet again. Oh the heart is willing but the flesh is unwilling...Sigh. Thurs, I felt unwell, was sneezing away and felt so dead tired, needless to say, nothing accomplished on that day. Today, I had driving lesson. Oh talking about driving lesson, it was my first time doing the circuit thingy. My instructor complained that I drove too fast, even while doing the crank course and the S shaped whatsitsname, I told him it was because of nerves. Strangely I had no problems on the road but when it came to the circuit, my nerves just crumbled away. Maybe its because of lack of practice.

After that, I wondered around Bugis and raffles city and for some reason, even went back to NTUC Income(not the supermarket) where I spent 6months as a temp stuff during the long break. My ex-colleagues were gratifyingly happy to see me and exclaimed over me, saying I had become thinner and prettier(as if...at the rate I am snacking). Needless to say,I felt quite embarrassed by their attention and turned several shades redder. Nevertheless, I left with a warm glow inside me, I didn't know I was so well like(not being bhb here).And they kept urging me to go back and work during the one month break. I promised I would consider, but seriously, after the traumatic experience of the pending exam, all I would want to do after that would be to slack around....Hmm...

Now I shall seriously attempt to study. Fortified with coffee and some munchie munch, hopefully I can overcome my barrier to procrastinate. I shall switch off my computer to prevent distraction.

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