Does looks matter

So much for 'dieting', and I really did so want to cut sugar out of my diet....well, as least for 5 days. It all started well. 2 slices of peanut butter whole meal bread, cafe latte(WITHOUT SUGAR), I even forced myself to chew two stalks of celery(raw) without gagging. I wonder if anyone eats celery and enjoy eating celery, I certainly didn't. I had driving lesson today, so for lunch, I just grabbed a chicken mayo sandwich and had a kiwi to control my cravings. It all went sooo well until I got to school early for my gem at the science faculty and decided to explore the canteen. Silly me, I know. I discovered a Spinelli's hidden at the back and when I saw the price(which is a lot lesser than those outside school), my willpower all but flew out of me, especially when I saw the black, white and brown cake(which is this really decadent mousse cake which I have been craving for for a very long time and which I can wax lyrical about it unless someone stops me). Well needless to say, the floodgates opened and I went for it despite my brain telling me not to, add another almond biscotti and a chocolate cookie and you have the whole enchilada. After eating it, the guilt hit me like tons of bricks and its bye to my diet(at least for today)

Who ever said dieting is easy. And I was just wondering, does size really matters and for that matter, looks... Will someone like me for who I am and not what I look like. Hmm, this is a interesting question. Why are there so many women out there who are constantly on diets, on pills or even plastic surgery. Who is judging them? Themselves, other women, or men? Will one feel better strutting in figure hugging clothes as compared to one hiding a multitude of sins behind baggy clothes? I know I will. Phew why am I talking about such stuff. I only hope I get back on track tomorrow. No choice, I am conforming to a society who loves thin ppl.