I have a horrible confession to make...I skipped both my lecture and tutorial today. Feeling rather guilty now...but when my alarm rang at 6.30am this morning, I simply felt incapable of moving an inch, much less getting out of bed. In my 1min of reasoning, I decided that I would fall asleep in lecture anyway, and thus promptly turned off my alarm and when back to bed, and woke up at 8.30am to shout at my dog who was barking shrilly outside, I simply couldnt understand why she must do this every morning without fail, guess today I was more irritable than usual. Tutorial? Forget it, I didnt manage to complete or rather do the tutorial and I have no wish of getting slammed early in the morning, especially when I was not feeling exactly clear headed.

Didnt have a good sleep last night, it was fraught with dreams that didnt make any sense at all, not that I can remember, just vaguely that I dreamt about an awful lot of things, which might have affected the quality of my sleep cos I am feeling very lethargic now, don't feel like doing anything or going anywhere. Which might explain why my morning has been so unproductive despite the many things screaming for my attention.

I slept pretty late last night. It suddenly dawned on me that exam is exactly a month away, then I started stressing about everything and especially next week. 2 presentations, 3 work assignments(I am starting work as a facilitator for High Achiever's training agency next week). As I have no idea what to expect, I am feeling rather apprehensive and wondering whether I was handling more than I could manage. Plus the last of my group project is due in 2 weeks. And I wasnt exactly productive last nite as well...probably feeling rather burnt out...

I think that my entry today is rather incoherent and probably full of gramatical errors. I am just plain rambling off my mind..sigh..and I dunno why I am so clumsy lately, scalded my hand last week, and though its healing now, its itching like anything. And I banged my knee hard against the sharp edge of a table yesterday and I have difficulty climbing up and down the stairs...hope the fog in my head clears soon...