And nope, I didnt really snap out of my lethargy. Its strange isnt it, the more work I have to do, the less I want to move my butt, figuratively speaking. Suddenly felt quite depressed, though I have no reason to, but then again, its beyond reasoning, isnt it? I havent been able to concentrate probably, nor focus when I am doing work. And when I look at the piles and piles of things, I just wanna give up and call it a day..and the feeling is so awful, the naggy feeling that just wont go away, but yet I am still not moving...
Well, did a little bit of work today at Orchard lib with steph, I rather like the place, though its pretty cold and its rather hard to get seats, especially during this period. I adore their ice-blended drinks too. Figured I needed a treat today, and ordered a hazelnut coffee iceblended. Though there wasnt much of a coffee kick, it was delicious. And I liked the cookies and cream milkshake that steph ordered too, so much so that I drank alot of his, and went to buy another cup...and soft tender nestle toll-house cookie, the mother of all chocolate chip cookies, a day for indulgence. And I shopped around for long sleeved shirts for my the facilitating thingy, which I didnt manage to find. What I managed to buy was this cute little pointy shoes from Charles and Keith cos I have to wear covered shoes for facilitating, no slippers, sandals or flip flops. I bought the cream coloured one with pink rims which looked awfully sweet. I wore it immediately to sort of 'break it in' for next week and before long, I got blisters all over..sigh..really, thats why I hate wearing shoes. Oh well, hopefully I would get used to it soon..
I think my blogging is still rather incoherent now, but I am beyond caring already..going to bed now..still feeling horrible about my unproductivity..
Thursday, October 20, 2005
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