I had quite a nice weekend.. Had to go back to school on sat for marketing tutorial at 9am..and I woke up at 8.15 because I had forgotten to set my alarm clock. So I woke up, in a blind panic and started rushing around my room, didnt even have time to eat breakfast and i had to take a cab to sch. Good thing its CNY and I didnt really mind spending the money because of all the angbao money. But I have to say that my tutor is such a great tutor that I was totally riveted during the entire 2hrs and didnt even feel hungry at all. As I was late(I had to enter the class in such an undignified manner as I ran all the way from central library to biz), plus I was assigned to a group of 4 males, two of whom were quite good looking..hehe. Thus I spent a very enjoyable 2 hrs, a first for tutorials and I payed full attention. Dare I say I am changing for the better? I sure hope so.. After that, went shopping at bugis with gsy and steph..Went wild man...tried on everything that I fancied, and nothing beats shopping with friends, and steph is such a great fashion consultant...After that we all went to shiang's house to bainian. It was quite fun and his parents are so hospitable, though I felt quite bad about leaving so soon.

Sunday was, as usual, a boring day. But I had an argument with Dad today. It is such a trivial matter really, don't know why he had to blow it out of proportions, really tired of the way he keeps scolding me an idiot and stupid etc. Just because we don't see eye to eye doesnt mean that he is always right. I know he is very quick and fiery tempered, so normally I just keep quiet and let him rant. But a person can only take this much, everyweek when I see him, he would do it without fail. Even though it is usually very short as he can be restored to good humour quite easily...but still...For example, we were just sitting watching TV and I said that I wanted to learn dancing(we were watching some MTV show) and he recalled a previous comment that I made about going clubbing because I like dancing and said that it was plain stupid because one doesnt go clubbing to dance...blah blah blah...and there are proper places to go to dance..and he went on and on and managed to include the S word in just about every sentence he spoke..??? And all because I said I wanted to go dancing. I was so sick and tired of his verbal abuse that I told him straight off that I didnt like arguing with him and why must he have such a big reaction over everything, everybody has different views and he should keep his to himself. I was so pissed that I ignored him on the car journey back home. Ha, and for someone who said his new year resolution would be to keep his temper in check and be nicer...Bull S**t..I guess a leopard can never change his spots. And he still pulls my ears when I do something wrong...hello, I am 20, not a little kid anymore. Still remember all the beatings I had to endure when I was young when I didnt do my homework..Argh

Why do I have such difficult parents..sigh.. i am sick and tired of everything. Though I havent quarrelled with my mom in a very long time..thats only because we havent been talking much. Since my stepdad's back, dunno why, there is always this tension. I would talk to him, and she would talk to him, but we won't talk to each other. Dón't knon whats her problem anyway. I don't know how to get through to her. And she is such a wet blanket. My stepdad wanted to bring us to longbar(at raffles hotel) after dinner on Friday and she refused to go..Why? because of the misconception that it was a club..like zouk.. And she kept calling it a sinful place.. Oh pul-lease..give me a break. Like she doesnt commit any sins. She's become so hoity-toity nowadays.

I feel so bitchy for bitching so much. But its good that i can let it all out here, after all its bad to keep so much emotions inside me. I feel so much better already.