I am bored bored bored...My textbook is open in front of me, but my mind is elsewhere...far far away. Whyyyy, cant I be good and study. How can I make myself study...Sigh...I feel like eating, but there is nothing to eat, no chocolates, no sweets, no fruits, I can only make milo to satisfy my sweet tooth, and even that is not enough. Maybe its that time of the month, maybe I just need some endorphins..or maybe its just a whole load of excuses. SIgh...but speaking of endorphins, I really really need to go to the gym, I can feel my muscles, all my hard trained muscles 'loosening' even as I type. I have always had an issue with my body size. Some days I can just wear my nicest clothes and walk about with all the confidence of a person who knows she looks good. Some days(most of the days), I keep pinching my fats and wishing it would just dissolve. No matter how much I exercise, its still there. I know, I am not fat, ppl keep telling me that but I just wish I have that va-va-voom figure. but I love eating too much to ever achieve that. All the whatever Shape magazine, Cleo, Female articles about losing weight would say that its a combination of exercise and diet..Now tell me, how am I going to survive on like salad for lunch...I would faint, I think...

Ah well, today was a good day. TS prac wasnt as nerve-wrecking as usual, passed quite smoothly. Straight after that was childhood and youth tut...the tutor was nice but crappy, which is good, and at least makes things more interesting. Went to coffee club xpress after that with derek,jul,issy,shiang,gsy,win to chill out. Had my much missed cheezy mushroom pie and crunchy freeze(my lunch kk) before heading to biz to do subject pool thingy which was super boring and I almost fell asleep in the midst of it. Was walking towards the deck when I realized I had left something behind and had to make everyone go back with me to take it. Sooooo sweet of them, I was quite touched,esp as Shiang had difficulty walking and was limping about.

So tmr is my free day and I hope something good comes out of it and I will not spend the day slacking or whatsoever...Remind myself about my new-year resolution...Gosh..that seems so long back...what new year resolution???????