I studied in school almost the whole day today, we found an empty classroom which has strangely not been 'discovered' by anyone else..and hope it continues to be so. I am feeling the stress bearing down upon me, paper is tmr at 1pm, I haven't finished studying. Nothing's new. But at least, in a way, I feel that I am better prepared than I ever was, but that has not stopped me from suddenly being down. Not even the dark choc m&ms that I polished off on the bus on the way home lifted my spirits. I gave the 'come slap me face' to anyone who dared give me the there is a 'no-eating sign on the bus' look. As if I cared, they can stare all they like.

I realize that I study best in the morning, just before lunch when my stomach is growling. According to my psych textbook, when we are hungry, we experience a state of heightened arousal- which is states of general alertness and nervous system activation(what were u thinking..tsktsk) and after eating, we would feel tranquil or even sleepy. Then in the evening, I would be distracted by food cravings. Thus izzy and I went to Fongseng to get food where I happily bought chips, chocs and more chocs. And I got the teh-cinno which is so super delicious that I was beaming on the way back. Food has that effect on me. I am an emotional eater, which is not good at all. Okie...all the psych terms coming out, shall spare you all...

And now...back to mugging....2 more weeks to go.. ....Before freedom...