Argh...I have no idea why I cannot log into MSN messenger, this is so maddening. And it just occurred to me that I am definitely, incurably, unequivocally addicted to msn. The first thing I do do when I switch on my lappie is to start msn. And since my lappie is on my study table, the firs thing I do when I sit down is to switch on my lappie. And I just realized that it is extremely disruptive to my studying schedule because almost invariably, I will start chatting to someone, and before I know it, precious time that should have been put to better use(like studying) has been lost. But I can't stop myself from logging on, there is just this cheap thrill of being connected to the outside world though I am holed-up in my room. And you see people coming in with their quirky nicks which is pretty amusing especially when I am in serious need of entertainment when the textbook stuff gets boring....

I finally went for my socie lect in which I skipped for 2 consecutive weeks or so. Not that it made much difference as it was only 1hr, and when I was not trying to keep awake, I was talking to either izzy or derek. Was so tired that I managed to fall asleep on the bus. Went home for dinner as I had been MIAing since the quarrel as I felt that as mum had been ignoring me for the past 3 days, getting through dinner would be quite hard, with all the tension, thought I had better stay away until she cooled off. And finally she opened her mouth today, swear I could see a gold bar drop out...hahaha..Phew!! Finally everything is alright for me at last....