Once again, my mother has managed to put a blight on this bright, beautiful and sunny day. I really hate her sometimes, she is the only one that ever manages to put me in such a simmering rage. The things she can say are beyond comprehension. Why did she have to spoil this day. She would always have criticisms in whatever I do, when would she ever be satisfied. This holiday, I am not working, she keeps nagging at me to do work. Hello woman, can't you see my mind is made up? And she even says I can go be a waitress just for the sake of working. Last holiday, I was a waitress for 3 months. She was on my back for the entire 3 months to go get a proper job aka a 9 to 5 job. The previous holiday, I had a 9 to 5 job that paid $5 an hour, she kept complaining that the pay was too low. And is waking up at 8.30am considered late??? If she wants to wake up at 7am, be my guest. She complains that I do nothing but read newspapers and the computer the whole day. How come she never sees the other things I do? I think its time I got out of this house..

I don't know why she finds a need to be so controlling or irritating, I am 21 for crying out loud, old enough to know what I want and what I DO not want. What a bloody hypocrite she is. Why doesn't she go get a job herself. Talk about lazing around the house. At least mine is only for 1 month, and I fully deserve it, considering the extremely hectic previous semester, so why can't she understand? I am so freaking pissed with her now.

I shall go Provence and relax. later on I have a date with MB, I shall be happy by then. I am so not going to let her ruin my day.'

I want out!

Soon