Yayyyyy!!!Its the weekends finally, at long last. Time for a good rest away from lects, tutorials and readings. True to my words, I have seriously been paying attention in class and I have been pretty hardworking so far...pretty.. i have to, in view of the fact that freshies are already over-crowding the library, what muggers...hahah..tsktsk, and to think that I treated my year 1 so lightly, going to lects and either falling asleep, chatting or passing snacks around to munch on. Ditto for tutorials..and my readings were always lagging behind schedule by alot and just the mention of going to the central library would make me extremely 'sian half'. My modules have been really interesting so far though I still have that I am being bombarded left,right, front by mass media.

One problem I am still trying to overcome is my fear of speaking up in class. I have been living with this 'fear' for the pass 10 yrs, and I guess miracles don't happen overnight. Yet I do wonder whats the problem with me that makes me go all weak kneed and jittery and brain freeze and generally being unable to think and speak conherently when being called upon to speak to the class or give presentations, which is something that I cannot escape from. Sometimes, I think that I am not well-informed enough and thus don't have a take on certain issues or perhaps I used to be(as dad always said) too bochap for my own good. My mentality would be like,things happen and it doesnt affect me, so I don't give a heck about it...how wrong was I.All these would change, before the end of the semester,I hope..

On a lighter note,away from school work, I have gotten a new handphone, a nokia 7260, which is a very old model, but then I cant afford to be fussy and I like it a lot(though not as much as my previous samsung E600c,mostly due to its sleek design, I realize that I don't give a hoot about its functions anymore, as long as it has a camera, can send mms,looks nice...etc, its good enough for me. Ever since I lost the previous one, I have become teeny weeny little paranoid about losing it again..haha..I almost freaked out this afternoon when I emptied the contents of my bag and still couldnt find my phone and was panicking when I saw it partially hidden in one corner of the bag..phew. Guess its once beaten, twice shy, I simply cant imagine the repercussions of losing it again. Oh yah, I have retained my old number, so it'd be great if yall pop by with a msg cos I lost all the numbers I had.. =)