I felt so blue today, right from morning till now. Was scolded at breakfast. Perhaps it was the scolding which affected me,because I felt like I was wrongly accused, but I wasnt really feeling up to defending my actions or even talk. So i just clammed up and withdrew..

I ventured out at noontime to orchard library. Seems like I have been spending a lot of time there. This sem is going to be different, cos I actually went to ivle to check out the readings for my modules and tried to find the books in OCL, which of course I couldnt..hahah...but I managed to borrow a book on public relations on the net and medio democracy in action,which is related to my modules anyway. But then again, borrowing the books is one thing,actually reading them is another. Lately, the only things I seem to be doing is reading 'trashy' novels.

I got a pair of sunglasses at Isetan which caught my eye when I walked past. It was a steal at the price of $15. I didnt care that it was a cheaper one cos I wouldnt be wearing it much anyway, but I just wanted to get one. After dithering between big and small, blue or brown or pink or green. I finally chose a blue coloured one with the help of a friendly sales assistant. I didnt buy the big pair even thought its the in thing now cos my face isnt very big, and I just look like an alien in it.. I was pretty pleased with my purchase and started wearing it immediately. I attracted a couple of gazes, but I don't know if its because of my glasses or becaues of my face,which still looks like I had an attack of zits,especially the chin area. But at least its way better than yesterday.

I think that I would be spending pretty much this couple of days cos I have a couple of things that I want to buy. I need a new wallet, my present one is spoilt already,thought still usable. SHOES are a must,maybe I will wait for the bazaar to get slippers. But I feel really tempted to get the birkenstocks-like shoes which has been sprouting up everywhere-in charles and keith,bata...etc... I feel like buying some books at kino too, as there is 20% off storewide until sunday. And there is discount at Metro too,which I am going to check out tmr...oh no, I can predict a huge burn in my pocket...hahah...

When i got home, I must still have looked pretty miserable cos my mum forgot about her animosity and asked if I was alright. I tried to put on my normal face and that everything was just dandy, but I don't think I fooled anyone. I am so transparent. I don't know why I am feeling like this too, so aimless, so listless, like there is a stone weighing my heart down...

Going to bed early and going gym early in the morning, which I havent been doing ever since I stopped working. Hopefully the endorphins would work wonders..