It was a rough day today, to say the least. It was deceptively slow in the morning, then everything came wham-bam around mid-morning, catching me unawares and causing me a great deal of stress. Add to that some other factors, and I was near tears as I stared furiously at the screen, willing my eyes and hands to move fast.
The interns went for lunch together. I went alone. Headed for my comfort food- Chicken avocado sandwich. Only it wasn't as nice today. Maybe it was just my mood. The chicken was rather tough, and it took me ages to finish it. I got full after eating half a sandwich.
I wish the monster somewhere in me would stop rising up and make me turn into an angry and unhappy person. Today as I was crossing the road, I almost wished I would get knocked down by a car. Isn't that morbid? The phone call just made me more miserable. And then the tears started again.
Right now, I am not going to think so much and just escape into my fictional world of novels. It's kind of mindless to come home and just surf foodblogs and read books. But at least it takes my mind away from things, and in a sense, give me some purpose.
Maybe it's just today. But God, let me have a good day tmr. Give me the strength to last through the week. And make me a nicer person that I am.
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I am just a simple girl who enjoys life to the fullest. I love food, food and more food, especially sweet stuff. Thus my favourite pastime is eating and finding the best food in town. I love sipping kopi while hanging out with friends
1 comment:
hi sweetie! ur at WS! (no need to guess what that is lol) i'm at a PR company too, been here almost a year. hows it going for u? like it? it can be pretty stressful (i've had a nighmarish week) but there are rewards. talk to me when ur online k! :)
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