There are times when I feel nostalgic and I would read back my previous entries. Some of the things I posted about mb were so incredibly mushy. And when I read back the histories of our past msn conversations, which was filled with sweet nothings, I would wonder how come we never do that anymore. Reading it, especially when you are feeling melancholic, fills me with a bittersweetness. We have come quite a long way(almost 16months), the path not always smooth, but still we have made it here. Sometimes I pine for the days long gone, the so- called honeymoon period, the stage of love where all else fades into nothingness, the first flush of love. The headiness, the anticpation, the euphoria..you get my point...

But I realize what we have now is much more precious, much more substantial and far more real than anything. It is built on a solid rock based on our faith, love and giving and above all, God in us. I am just so very thankful that I have found my gem, he has proven time and again of his love for me, despite my many flaws. He has chosen to accept them and love me just the way I am. I am just so very blessed. Did I mention I love him too?