Looking back at my previous two entries, it is so totally incoherent and nonsensical. And I have been so totally not myself the past two days that I affected the people I loved around me. I learnt a very important lesson of communication. I had such a heavy weight inside my heart which I could not confide in anyone about, and as a result, it took a toll on my mood and I became more short tempered and snappy, which was scary cos it made me a totally different person.

But thankfully, it has been resolved, and I feel lighter now that I have chosen to share it, though it took a mighty long time to pry it out of me, but I am glad that he has been so patient with me. Had he left me alone to sulk in 'peace', the anger might have festered and be directed at him for failing to show love and concern, so totally irrational I know, but feelings cant be helped I guess.

Thank you for loving me...