I woke up late today..cos I had forgotten to set my alarm, and blissfully slept until 8.25, a much needed sleep. I was out of the house in less than 15mins,hoping that I would catch the bus. No such luck though, the bus left when I was crossing the road, and I couldnt dash across because of all the cars zooming towards me, though I was very tempted to. So I was late for work..

During lunch, I dragged Izzy to china square to satisfy my craving for sesame cream again, one of these days, I am really going to get sick of it...hahah..then we went shopping around the area, and she bought some stuff, though I resisted the impulse....

Work was pretty good today, think I am picking up speed, though I still do not know if I have hit the quota cos I stopped counting, but I know I have been hard at work..pretty hard la, apart from disturbing my next door neighbour Izzy..so funny, we chat on msn though we are sitting next to each other.

Its been exactly two weeks since.....and I dare say life has become regained a semblance of normality again. It feels surreal, that we are chatting on msn, seeing each other, as if nothing has happened. What happened(before I go mad explaining to everybody) is that we have decided to cool off and remain as friends because the timing is not right. Well actually it is alot more abstract than that, but I don't feel like going into details. It was an extremely difficult step for both of us, but I truly believe that it is for the best. It is not easy to give up things that you hold on tightly too, but what is to be will be, there is no knowing what the future would hold. Go with the flow, I say. No use looking back ,always look forward in life, and only look back with fondness.

Saying that, I wonder when things would truly become normal, when my heart don't leap at the sight of him, when my skin doesnt tingle with even the slightest contact,when I can stop missing him. When my heart would stop aching so much. Perhaps it takes time. Time would heal all wounds...