And yes..results are out. I checked it in the office,at 11am sharp, just as it was released. I got my predicted grades.. which was abysmal. My first response upon seeing my grades were abnormal. I actually chuckled out loud,dunno whether it was due to the shock or due to the fact that I found the sight of a lonesome A for theatre studies amidst the other Cs amusing. Maybe I should just go be an actress. My second reaction was, damn, how am I going to tell dad, he would surely slaughter me. The dam only broke during the inevitable exchange of results from concerned friends which I found, by comparison, how horribly I had done and only then did the full impact hit me. And I had to go to the ladies for a private weep,so that I wouldnt embarrass myself in public.

But yeah, I am alright now, I always bounce back quite fast anyway and there is no point crying over spilt milk. Just feeling rather demoralized now. Thats all. Just feeling rather stupid...thats all...